The wife and I met with the loan officer today.  We were explained our options and our steps and what would work well.  The guy was late but highly recommended by family and friends, so he paid for my banana split ~grins~.

He made several comments as to my size and my appearance.  You have to remember I am a huge mean looking biker.  I am not mean but I look like a stereotypical biker, so people generally fear me or divert their eyes and attention away from me to not invoke my biker ondinistic type wrath upon them ~snickers~.

He was very good at the report and compliment department.  Keeping me at bay with compliments of my superior strength and attitude ~grins~.  How else can one manipulate a mighty dragon?  Using its vanity and arrogance against it.

I made it into the guild.  I am a full-fledged member of Triune!  I just got off the game a few minutes ago and figured I had best check in and see how my friends are doing ~smiles~.

Everything is great here.  I need to go take my meds ~coughs~.  Ooops!  I hope you are well ~smiles~.

Love,

Adam

It has been a month already.  I will know tomorrow whether I am in the guild or not.  It is looking good, even people who were against me because of weaknesses have changed their minds do to extensive work I have put into helping myself and the guild:

I awaken in the cold chill of the Icefall Glacier.  I must of passed out from the day before.  Small regiments of heroes including myself were here to draw the line in the ice against the never-ending barrage of nasty little Ice Goblins.

I could hear Barora our Dwarven Cleric snoring like a wild cave bear in the background.  I remember her scaring me awake on more than one occasion as I tried to sleep in the freezing glacier.  As far as Dwarven Clerics go Barora is not bad looking.  She doesn’t have a beard.

My robes were pasted to my body from the warm precipitation from within my bedroll.  I pondered as I froze in my bedroll that being such a powerful wizard that I am, I should make a spell that creates some kind of shelter!  I swear I am going to get right on that tomorrow.

Yugy a gnome Wizard with a receding hairline is already up brewing some of Norrath’s finest java.  Yugy is a bit of a tinkerer making all sorts of interesting items of a mechanical nature.  Yugy is one of my mentoring wizards who helps me learn the ropes in the new guild, and in general.

Yugy is a couple hundred years older than me.  I am a Dark Elf and will eventually outlive almost everyone around me, but for now I am not the most powerful wizard on the continent, but I vow to be one day. ~grins~.

The Icefall Glacier Goblin problem has seemed to subsided for the next week or two, but it won’t be long before we will be protecting this very same pass.  It never seems to end ~sighs~.

Apparently some rich pompous ass merchant was crying because his caravan was wiped out by a pack of Polar Cave Bears, so I headed to the site where I found nothing but slaughter.  It has been a very bad winter, so it doesn’t surprise me that the bears are especially hungry this year.  The glacier itself has probably moved a foot or two this year causing its share of water rising problems and causing some of the wildlife to move to different areas.  Hence the merchant roads becoming buffets.

I gathered together a group of plains heroes drifting around doing much of nothing.  We then proceeded to wipe out every polar bear we could find.  After several hours of blood and magic stinking up my flesh, and the loss of two adventurers it seemed that the fat bloated merchants could once again pawn their wears at robbery prices!

Lilandraa called me to come visit the new Katta.  An underwater city that use to belong to the Cat People, also known as the Vashir.  We were trying to get access to certain portal that had just opened up in the new city.

Lilandraa is one of the most feared and powerful Dark Elves of Norrath.  Not many question her directives unless they wish to find themselves slowly dying of some terrible affliction.  I have known Lilandraa for a few hundred years and served with her husband Thelaskir in the “Order of the White Hand” an elitist group of Dark Elves who wanted to enslave all other races to suite their own purposes.  I was eventually banished from the guild after trying to assassinate her husband, but we still love each other in some twisted dark hearted way.  Now I have joined her in the greatest guild on Norrath…Triune.

We got the several keys we needed without losing too much life or limb.  We lost a couple of good humanoids, but it’s all relative towards our over all domination of the new city.

At the end of the day I was again a bleeding and soreful mess.  Barora prays to her god and almost instantly I am whole again.  Still very tired by my wounds and scars are healed for now.

Tomorrow I go before the Council of Triune and I am to be judged upon my integrity, merit and participation within the guild.  I have been told even by those who had disdain and skepticisms about me have changed their attitudes, so I feel that in some small wall I have achieved victory and by tomorrow will hopefully be in the strongest army of Norrath ~grins~…

I bought Julie a “Journey Diamond Pendant” for Valentines Day.  She was the envy of the work place ~grins~.  I love making other men despise me muahahahaha ~evil laugh~.

I liked the commercial for the journey one.  And we have been on quite a journey this last 14+ years.

My mom and dad called today and said they would be willing to throw down 20-25K down a new house for the family!!!  I had to pinch myself and I am still light headed.  It came a big surprise!  My mom and dad are very good with money so it doesn’t shock me that they have that kind of money ~chuckles~.

My dad said he just wants to be able to come inside and use the bathroom, so we can either find a modified house or my buddy David can help me modify the house ~grins~.  That’s what friends are for…to use and abuse! ~chuckles~.

As you can imagine I am still in shock but it will sink in eventually ~chuckles~.  That is so awesome!  The wife is ecstatic as you can well imagine ~chuckles~.  She has been wanting a house forever, now we can have a dog and Malachi can set up his trains he’s had for 8 years ~chuckles~.

Anyways, I’ll keep everyone posted.  It’s not gonna happen overnight, but it’s gonna happen ~smiles~…

My wife(Julie) and I went to her brother’s birthday party.  We played scene it, laughed and had fun.  Between Steve and I the bottle of Jack Daniels lasted approximately 5 minutes ~grins~.  I started out with a full old fashion glass of whisky followed with beer chasers.  We got good and ripped and then had my wife (designated driver) drive us to “GoodTimes”.

The owner of the band is also the owner of the dance club/pub.  The place was so packed you could barely move.  The band was wearing very tight albino tiger skin tops with tight ass spandex pants ~drools~.  Rock n’ Roll chicks man!

I started out drinking Lynchburg Lemonades at the pub.  The wife and I did some dirty dancing on the floor.  Steve was running around doing surveys on whether the men in the bar were titty men or ass men ~grins~.

I was wearing my Marijuana Leaf hat.  A lot of people wanted that hat, and of course I was asked if I had any pot for sale ~chuckles~.  I just said I am not a drug dealer.  They looked at me weird and left ~grins~.

Steve kept trying to get me to dance in the cage with him.  Brokeback Mountain baby! ~snickers~.  I should have done it just to be an asshole.  There were plenty of lesbians rubbing all over each other in the cage, so I guess a couple guys would be all right ~snickers~.

I ended up pounding down 4 lynchbergs ~grins~.  We finally left around midnight and took everyone home.  It sure is nice having a designated driver, and Julie got free pop ~grins~.

Man did I feel like shit when I woke up ~grins~.  As a matter of fact I still feel like shit!  I knew there was a reason I preferred pot to liquor!  No hangovers ~laughs~.

Since we had a little slice of Cain last night I figured I would play the song by Danzig!

Glenn Danzig

Twist of Cain

Danzig

Yea, yea, yea
Ooh
I can feel it move me
Feel it shove me
As I break the law
Said yea
I can feel it's jabbing
Cuts the numbness then I
I come alive yea

Twist of Cain
Yea drives my brain
Yea twist of Cain
Make me come alive
'Cause it does

Yea twist of Cain
yea drives my brain
Yea twist of Cain
Make me come alive

Said yea
I took it standing
Broke commandments
And he tumbled like a toy
Blood
Like a crimson highway
Spreading out
From his forehead to the ground

Twist of Cain
Yea drives my brain
Yea twist of Cain
Make me come alive
'Cause it does

Yea twist of Cain
Yea drives my brain
Yea twist of Cain
Make me come alive
Wo-oh, yea

Wo-oh God above
Feel a twist of Cain
Inside a beating heart, well
Wo-oh
Wanna know
Got a little twist of Cain
From the God below, yea

Yae
I know my breeding
Know my father
He was born of light
Said yea
Can't hardly stand it
Cuts me down the middle
Then I
I come alive yea

Twist of Cain
Yea drives my brain
Yea twist of Cain
Make me come alive
'Cause it does

Yea twist of Cain
yea drives myt brain
Yea twist of Cain
Make me come alive
Come alive
Wo-oh, yea

Wo-oh
God above
Feel a twist of Cain
Inside a beating heart, yea
Wo-oh
Wanna know
Got a little twist of Cain
From the God below

Wo-oh, wo-oh
Feel a twist of Cain
Inside a beating heart
Wo-oh, wo-oh
Got a little twist of Cain
From the God below, yea

Malachi came home with another straight a report card!!!  So far, so good!  He doesn’t even have to be told to do his homework anymore.  Today I told him he could ditch school but he didn’t want to ~chuckles~.  Must of got his mother’s genes in him ~grins~.

I finished up my Anthrax and Iron Maiden collections and moved on to the Moody Blues.  I have mostly their old stuff from the 70’s and earlier.  I found this really cool Mp3sale.ru site that sales album for a buck or two.  It is way easier than doing the LimeWire Pro.  It takes a while to download an album, but it saves a crapload of time ~smiles~.

It sounds like my wife will be getting a bonus in March.  They just have no ideal how much, but a bonus is just that: a bonus.  It is not something that is a given.  However, if you give people bonuses for years then stop you might find you have disgruntled workers ~chuckles~.  I get disgruntled when I find out some guy who does absolutely nothing gets paid six figures a year.  I guess it’s who ya know ~grins~.  At any rate, it will be nice to get any money ~smiles~.

David is going to stop by after work tomorrow and download some music, smoke a few bowls and probably listen to some tunes.  I have known David since he was in Jr. High.  A group of my friends have always moved with each other ~chuckles~.  So we always have had the rat pack!  He is working with my old boss who now owns a Pizza Pipeline Franchise.

Just wanted to come on and let you guys know I’m still alive.  I am still on guild probation till February 18^th, so been putting a lot of hours into Everquest, house cleaning and watching my daughter.  Still have another 10 days to prove myself.  A lot of people think I will be fine ~smiles~.  I hope so…

I’ve only been getting 3 or 4 hours of sleep a night.  I stopped taking my amitryptaline, so I go to bed at 2am and get up around 5 or 6am ~grins~.  It has been to my advantage lately, as I am trying to get all the things done my guild wants done.

I woke up at 6am this morning and went to sleep last night at 1am.  Woot!  Sleeping in like crazy today.  I got up and started some maintenance on the computer.  There was a ton of dishes so I thought I would get them out of the way.  Less for me to do tomorrow.

Julie surprised me the other day.  Now that I am not hanging with Art anymore I don’t have free access to tons of Marijuana, so I get some whenever I can afford it.  My wife gave me some money for some ~smiles~.  I wasn’t even going to ask because we are so behind.  All our tax money has gone to debts/bills ~sighs~.  We didn’t even get to buy ourselves anything nice like we have the last couple years ~sighs~.

I want to be a Killer Whale (Orca).  They rule the oceans and do nothing but play and eat all day.  They mate for life and have no known natural enemies.  They are in essence the grand masters of the open sea.  Life seems hard, especially a man-made life where rich people decide your value.  You do the same things every day over and over and over until you want to scream or kill someone!  No other animal species enslaves it’s own like we do ~chuckles~.

My wife and I watched “One Night With The King”  It was a pretty good movie.  Tads bit too long and slow, but all in all it was worth watching, especially if you like Biblical movies.  It is the story of Ester who became the Queen of Persia.  It had a lot of recognizable actors in it from the Mummy, 13^th Warrior, Lord of the Rings, etc.  I don’t know their names, nor do I care.  That is the wife’s realm to remember the names of useless actors ~chuckles~.

My mom and dad are in Stockton for the funeral.  I don’t have any money, so I can’t go.  I am just glad I got to spend time with him on my way back up.  It just goes to show you that we should treat everyone nice because we never know when they will disappear and if they do it may rape your conscious if we left them with unresolved issues.

I am going to a super bowl party today.  I don’t know how much partying there will be because my wife’s father is going too ~chuckles~.  My friend David called and probably wanted to invite me over to his house.  Where I know they will be getting sloshed.  What a bunch of Barbarians my friends and I are ~chuckles~.  At least we are relatively peaceful to those who mind their own business ~grins~.

I don’t really like sports because I think the people get paid way too much, and it has become an icon that defiles God and all he stands for.  If kids are dying of starvation and metal fragments then someone making a million dollars or more a game is fucking ludicrous.  Same with actors!  But I really like my wife’s brother.  He is a good guy and someone all Christians should aspire to be.  And if an old codgedy skeptic like myself can say that about him then there must be something there ~grins~.

I hope you are all fine and God’s blessings are with you all…