Art picked me up yesterday because David was home freaking out, so he wanted me there incase I was needed to protect a poor guy in a wheelchair.  Anyways David is gone so no more psycho-house.  He was told to move out yesterday, so if he started thrashing shit I would just tazer his ass and kick the shit out his face, fortunately it didn’t come to that.  I am pretty sure Dave felt like shit, so the guilt really helped him on his way out.  No one needs tweakers around them, all they fucking do is steal and suck one dry of life.

 

I guess he is back into Meth which would explain his unruly behavior ~sighs~.  Some guy ripped off his whole batch he was making, so he went and beat the guys head in with a hammer ~rolls eyes~.  I would imagine that would really suck!

 

He has respect/fear for me.  I don’t know why? ~grins~  I guess it could be because I weigh three hundred and sixty pounds and it is not all fat ~chuckles~.  But I don’t come off as a fighter, even though I occasionally get in trouble with the law because I hate them ~chuckles~.  I use to fight all the time and I am pretty damn good at it, but I am forty – one years of age.  It hurts for a week or more when I get pummeled today ~chuckles~.  At any rate he is leaving today on a train for the Carolinas.

 

My mom and dad got me this awesome sort of tie-dyed blackish shirt with a killer wizard and dragon on it.  Thanks!  I guess everyone knows what I like now ~smiles~.

 

I finally made bread last night.  OH MY GOD!  It’s fucking good ~drools~.  I am pleasantly surprised that it came out so well.  I was making a four-loaf batch, so if it got screwed up it would waste a lot.  It is awesome though, because I can make non-preservative whole wheat bread for the family.  Now I know how to do it ~smiles~.  The first time I ever tried to my luck and making bread it was more like a Carrot Cake consistency instead of nice fluffy bread.

 

I am going to Art’s today.  I should probably install some new lights in the “Secret Garden” but I don’t feel like staying home today, so I will go to Art’s and watch some movies and get stoned.  Then I will probably come home and work on the garden, or maybe tomorrow ~smiles~.

 

Anyways, everything is going so good it is scaring me, because life is about ups and downs.  I am so up right now that I can see the down coming like I was sitting in the front car of a roller coaster ~grins~.  Enjoy while I can I guess ~smiles~…

Art came over this morning to take a shower.  His shower is almost done but no one is working on it right now ~chuckles~.  We smoked a couple bowls and he took a shower and left.

 

The house is a mess.  I almost have it all cleaned now, but I did clean up the linen closet too.  Boy what a mess that was! ~chuckles~

 

I am going to make some damn bread today.  I shall wait no more ~grins~.  I was going to make some herb bread but I think I’ll just make plain ole Whole Wheat Bread.  I finally got all the stuff to make it.  I have only made bread once and it was more like a brick than bread ~chuckles~.

 

Malachi decided what we had for dinner last night since he got awesome grades.  We had subway.  I think that is Malachi’s favorite ~chuckles~.  He always wants subway these days.

 

Well perhaps I will be back and let everyone know how my bread worked out…

I had attended the last “Teacher – Parent” meeting.  I can’t help think I must be doing something right because my son was almost “All Honors” and he still have a chance to get that before June.  He is already in honors math, so he will be skipping seventh grade math and moving right into eighth.

 

Malachi is a very good boy.  He has been getting a little lippy lately and got in trouble a couple weeks ago with a friend, but other than that he does what he is told, doesn’t do drugs (in spite of his father ~chuckles~) thank god, and everyone loves him.

 

We give Malachi a lot of love and freedom, but make sure he understands that consequences ensue when he does something stupid, mostly he just eats us out of house and home, but that is par for a teenager ~chuckles~, at least it was for me.

 

He has also has a lot of stability and security.  Something I never had because my dad had to move every two years because of the Navy.  I did learn other things like flexibility, versatility, and a knack for knowing people, but I never had any stable foundation.  I am sure no military brat does, but Malachi has it.  He goes to the same school his mother went too ~chuckles~.

 

Spokane isn’t that big anyways, it’s not like Los Angeles or San Diego where you could move an hour away from your friends and never see them again ~chuckles~.

 

Hormones started attacking Malachi these last few months.  I swear it makes kids retarded.  It did me.  Something about puberty that makes you frizzle fry your brain circuits.

 

It is odd because Malachi’s mother and I are so vastly different.  She is a conservative Christian woman who doesn’t take any shit!  I am mellow and see rules change in different environments, it’s much more complicated and rules shouldn’t be set in stone, well least not the ones that won’t kill you ~chuckles~.

 

Because I am dieing and have several chronic maladies I get to smoke Marijuana.  I would smoke it anyways even if I didn’t need it, but it sure helps to feel justified for using it ~chuckles~.  I was Malachi’s age when I first started getting into trouble with drugs and alcohol.  I am just so glad Malachi doesn’t have the desire to do that.  I have also talked to him about needing to get through school and get a good job before you start doing anything mind altering.

 

Even though I did it as a kid for rebellious and sociological reasons it really screwed me up.  I heard about how bad pot was and how it would make you insane and kill people, then I did it and all I did was laugh, so I now knew everyone in the world was a fucking liar ~chuckles~, which led me to try harder drugs which weren’t so forgiving on my body, mind or soul and took decades of life from me.

 

I don’t lie to my son.  He knows what is up, and what is what.  I know that my generation and the generations before them based their relationships on lies.  It was the American Way.  Kids are so much smarter than adults give them credit for, and they see so much hypocrisy it’s amazing they even grow up at all.  I guess a lot of people don’t grow up anymore.  I can’t say that I blame them, growing up isn’t what it use to be ~chuckles~.

 

I am very proud of my son.  A father son relationship always seems to be so awkward, especially when they are developing into men ~sighs~.  You want to be their friend but you still have to slap em around from time to time ~chuckles~.  For the most part we get along very well.  About the only thing we disagree on would be religion.  He is a Christian born and raised and I think he likes it.  That’s ok because his little sister is going to be HELL!!! ~chuckles~.

 

So here’s to Malachi, good job son!…

Every once in a while someone hears me claim my right of passage as a “Wizard” and then tells me that wizards are an abomination to God(s), so let me explain what I see, and what I know.

 

The Holy Roman Catholic Church was the first church of Christ.  Rome was being devoured on the inside for over three hundred and twenty – five years by Christian Sects that lived throughout the Roman World.

 

Rome was being ransacked from the Germanic Tribes as well.  So when Constantine came into the picture?  He was killing two birds with one stone.  See if you lived in Rome then a family member or two were indentured to the Roman Armies.  This was a brilliant plan, albeit too little, too late.

 

When Christianity became the religion of state Constantine set up his puppet priest and then murdered all Christians that didn’t follow Roman Catholic dictates, so when someone tells me that I am an abomination?  I just look at them with a smile knowing the truth about “Christian Orthodoxy”.

 

The Spiritual Planes can see us with ease, and at will.  But very few people on this plane can see the Spiritual Axioms.  It is much like an interrogation room with a two-way mirror ~smiles~.  The Spiritual Planes can see humanity, but humanity is very rarely capable of seeing the Spiritual Planes.

 

Man is to modernized to see the things once written about in Bibles, Korans, Torah, Sanskrit, etc.  He rejoices in things he does not understand, and believes he follows the true God while glorifying the potent arch nemesis of which they fear ~smiles~.

 

No one truly sees the world the same way, albeit there is cattle-minded stereotypical millions living in America and abroad that believes everything the television tells them, or is apathetic because they are doing better than their neighbor.  We live in a time of Me-ism where people only truly care about themselves.  The world is far colder today than it was twenty years ago.

 

Wherever I go, I see the eternal battle waging on.  I see the dark secrets of everyone.  I know all of your dark secrets if I ever study you for more than thirty-seconds.  I see the the will of “The Creator” which binds good an evil together, and strives to create a balance.  The symbol of Yin and Yang, even if you go look at an atom with an electron microscope you will find the glue that binds positive and negative together and stops the “Big Bang” from happening, or nuclear fusion.  It is called the Neutron.

 

The pills you take are called medicine.  It was not so long ago that it was called “Magic.”  Most spiritual entities that are captured inside medications just want to get out and go back home.  That is why the “Buzz” where’s off.  Now with Alcohol, Methamphetamines, Heroin, Oxicontin, Gambling, Religious Fanaticism, Workaholic, etc.  Those spirits are negative/evil/Satanic and they want to stay on Earth.  They want to destroy your families, friends and any other relationship you encounter.  They will manipulate your mind and create unlawful amounts of delusions in order to stay on this plane!  They will create a desire within a human, and while blinding him will feed him with illusions of grandeur.  He will be trapped within his own mind thinking he is the king of the world ~smiles~  until death or recognition of the demons which possess him.  Very few people realize anything that is going on in the outside world.  Sure they’re looking through their own eyes and they think they possess their own thoughts, but the reality is they are blinded.

 

Christianity for the most part today is an order of Neo-Fluffy Christians who act more like dictatorship Nazi’s.  They try to force their views and opinions on every one with a tone of arrogance , self-righteousness, and political power that they themselves cannot see.  I am not saying Christians are bad people (at least no worse than any other religion).  They sincerely believe that what they are doing is great.  Jesus never said vote down the gay initiatives, he never said imprison burglars, as a matter of fact he said the exact opposite, as did Buddha and Mohammed.  A group of people who have a book which specifically explains how to live, but they seemingly don’t have the “freewill” that God has given them ~sighs~ to do God(s) Will.  Christianity should be a place of “attraction” not “promotion.”  You can’t market God.  They tried that in the synagogues and Jesus threw a fit!

 

So as I watch the end days of this plane waning in the expanse of time, tortured by my “God-Given” knowledge of the universe and man, but blessed to know the narrow paths to God, I watch the sands of the hourglass trickle it’s last grains ~smiles~…

I woke up this morning and went to my buddy’s house for a couple hours then came back home, after a stop by Wal-Mart.

 

I went on a fifty-one minute walk with Shiloh.  I feel ill now, but I know in the long run it will be better.  She loves the walk.  It’s a good break from the norm of sitting in that damn little apartment all day ~smiles~, so we help each other out.  I sure love walking the dog and listening to tunes.

 

I have Vonage now, so I called my mom and dad and just talked for a bit, then let everyone else in the house talk to them, except for Mariah.  She was asleep ~chuckles~.  I can call anyone I want, anywhere I want.  Awesome!

 

I am going to be home for the next three days probably, so I will have plenty of time to work in the “Secret Garden” ~chuckles~.  I am hoping a light rail will be here in the next couple days.  It is suppose to actuate the movement of the Sun.  I don’t know if it is true or not but it passes six feet in about two minutes ~smiles~.  That is much better than the ten-minute chain system I have up now.

 

Mike and Carol are back in their home and have a nice new roll-in shower ~smiles~.

 

Another uneventful day, thank the powers that be ~chuckles~…

I got up around 8:30AM this morning.  Ate, took my vitamins, got in the shower and headed to Art’s.  Of course I stopped by the store for some Pyramid “Hefferweisen”.  The beer is so good I always forget Pyramid is a twist off cap company.  I was drinking by 10:00AM, and stoned watching movies as well.

 

Then I came home and jammed out on some tunes and fell asleep with Mariah in my arms.  Mariah continued to sleep for a couple hours, unfortunately she took her nap at like 5PM ~grins~, so she is not very tired right now.

 

I watched “War of the Worlds” with the family tonight.  Julie made homemade meatloaf with homemade macaroni and cheese.

 

Luckily, my life has been quite uneventful for the last few days, but I am sure something will try and grab my attention ~chuckles~.

 

We have Netflix again, so we can at least enjoy watching some movies even if we can’t afford to see a real movie ~chuckles~.  At least I have something to do when I have nothing to do, of course I am suppose to make bread here soon too ~smiles~.

 

I like my life when everything is going right, yet it also scares me ~grins~.  It makes me wonder what “Murphy and Karma” have planned for me next…

I have been walking the last couple of nights, about thirty minutes to an hour.  I take my next-door neighbor’s dog.  Her name is Shiloh ~smiles~.  She is an Australian Sheepdog.  I have a picture of her on my site up in the little window.  I sure miss Rascal ~smiles~.

 

My Mp3 Player can be thank’d for giving me the “Will” to actually exercise again ~smiles~.  As long as I got music, I can go just about anywhere.  Music plays such a large part of my life.  People only have to listen to the song on my site, or the tunes I am playing at any given time to know where my mind is.  If it is Slipknot, Black Sabbath, Pantera or System of A Down?  You probably don’t want to say anything self righteous or arrogantly political unless you are ready to argue profusely or throw blows ~grins~.

 

I am trying to bring my immunity system up.  It doesn’t work very well and with MRSA (Anti-biotic Resistant Staph).  My poor body is fighting on all fronts.  I am sure it will make me feel better in the long run ~smiles~.

 

I really can’t say enough about “Nature’s Way”, and their “Alive” whole food vitamin.  Since I have been taking them again I have had no cramps at all.  That is nice because that is what usually make me vomit.  Some of my man-made medicines suck out potassium.  The vitamin I take absorbs under twenty minutes, which actually about the best short of liquid vitamins.  I started using them years ago when my symptoms first started to appear.  That and a shot of “Wheat Grass” everyday helped stave off pneumonia for the first time in years ~smiles~.  They are thirty bucks for a two months supply, which isn’t bad at all compared to some of the hundred dollars thirty-day supplies.

 

I still haven’t made any bread; I guess I am just waiting for some serious boredom.  I am kind of leery of making bread, as I have no real baking experience.  I use to be a good line cook back in the day, so much that I hate cooking now ~chuckles~.

 

I was suppose to go to Art’s today but Mariah said she was feeling sick.  I think I have a little hypochondriac on my hands ~chuckles~.  I am going over tomorrow.  Usually I reserve the weekends for family, but I have not seen Art much this week, maybe we’ll get a few beers and drink-a-link-a!

 

I cleaned the house and did a little bit of extra stuff, mostly just screwed around today.  Finally found out how to get my Demolition stats up in Battlefront 2 ~chuckles~ It was like the only one I couldn’t figure out.  I am legendary in everything but Sniper and Demo…

I cleaned the house today but didn’t do anything extra.  I am still figuring out how to use and play with my Mp3 Player and all the ramifications involved in such an endeavor ~grins~.  The possibilities are endless.

 

I had several people visit me today.  It was a kind of odd day where people you don’t normally associate with show up in groves.  It’s all cool we laughed, we smoked, we drank and everyone left happy ~smiles~.  How else could one be after smoking an 1/8^th ounce of killer medicinal bud ~chuckles~.

 

I am going to make some Marijuana-Whole Wheat Bread.  A couple loaves for me and my friends ~smiles~

 

Mariah has just been having a blast all day.  She loves it when we stay home and her friend Corry is here to play with her.  It makes it easier on me to, because Mariah is very high maintenance at times, but I guess every princess is?  ~chuckles~.

 

I made a CD today of Mp3’s and I got 144 songs on a 80 minute CD ~smiles~.  Damn if that ain’t a deal.

 

I would suggest to all those buying CD Players, don’t waste your money ~grins~  DVR’s are the wave of the future.  You can even download music from your house to your car via Wi-Fi ~grins~.

 

I believe we are to dependant upon “Cyberspace” and in the very near future we will be shown why ~sighs~.  People will throw themselves off buildings for minute things such as Lattes ~cackles~.

 

Anyways I watched 13^th Warrior with Dominic.  I love that movie.  I wish I could go to battle and die honorably, instead of wasting away in a concrete jungle ~sighs~.  This is how it goes though, damn those crumbling cookies anyways…

I went to Art’s today.  We watched “Jarhead.”  It was actually a pretty cool movie.  Today’s wars are nothing like yester-years.  It was based on the Kuwait invasion.

 

I got my Mp3 Player today.  I used my FM modulator and played my Black Sabbath over the radio.  It was really cool!  I was looking for some kind of carrier for it.  It is so small and yet puts out such awesome sound.  This thing is like the size of my big toe and it has the capability to hold hundreds of songs ~chuckles~.  I couldn’t believe the sound.  The new headphones are nicer than the venerable Walkman style.  It will be nice to jam out while I am walking ~smiles~.

 

I am still waiting for my honey to make whole wheat bread ~chuckles~.  We went to Wal-Mart tonight and got a phone and some little stuff.  The phone is a cordless, so the base will be in Mariah’s Room and the other one will be in the living room.

 

Not much happened today, except my leg is acting really weird.  It has been burning and numb off and on.  I am just getting old I guess the parts are starting to lose their warranty ~chuckles~

 

That is it for today, tomorrow I will spend time at home in my magical garden.  Pruning and trimming ~smiles~…

My wife brought my daughter Mariah home from her grandma’s house and she had what looked like blood spots on her panties, so Julie took her to the doctors.  Fortunately the doctors said everything looks good and we have no idea where the blood came from.  It was scary as hell and my wife and I were sick.  If your kids aren’t safe at grandma’s house, then where can they be safe?  I am just glad it was a false alarm because the perspective suspect is only a kid, so I can’t kill him.  I probably would have went to jail for thrashing a minor.  But thank the “Powers that Be” that was not necessary.  I think grandma will keep an extra eye for that stuff now, even if it was a false alarm.  We still don’t know where the blood came from, at least she wasn’t breached.

 

The reason there are so many sexual predators is because our legislative government only puts them in jail for minimal periods or one to three years.  The legislative branch will put you jail for life for murder, but for murdering someone’s innocence or soul is only worth a couple years.  I don’t want to give them a second chance, but if they got one and screwed up again we should have them electrocuted on prime time television.  Then motherfuckers would think twice about finger or sexually abusing children.  It should be two strikes your dead!!!  This would save room in correctional facilities which seem to be overflowing so much lately that attempted murders are allowed out on their own recognizance ~sighs~.

 

Spokane is a rehabilitation place for molesters.  Spokane gets lots of money from Seattle for taking all their molesters and integrating them into our fucking society.  Seattle doesn’t take them back and we get money.  How fucking sick is that?  Fucker their money, send them losers back to the “Big City.”  There everywhere in this town.  It isn’t safe to leave you kid unattended for a minute.  Should I have to live with this fear?  I think we should just spend $1.97 on a nice bullet and put it through their skulls.

 

My poor wife is tired from being at the hospital till late, now she has to go to work tired ~sighs~.  At least we feel better and we’re happy it wasn’t what we thought it was because I am barely capable of containing my rage, and in certain instances I refuse to control my rage.  I let my rage take over.

 

Bottom line is I would gladly go to prison to wipe out some scumbags who hurt other people and little kids.  And if anyone asked me if it was worth it?  I would reply with “Every single day”…

I was going to Art’s today, but he decided to wait till tomorrow.  Oh well, I let Mariah go to grandma’s so she wouldn’t have to be at Art’s ~chuckles~.  I guess I will spend time in the magic garden ~smiles~.  I am just going to get the house uber clean, so I can just leave tomorrow on the bus ~smiles~, and take care of my girls ~winks~.

 

I want to make some bread but all the “Whole Wheat” recipes I have seen use Honey or Molasses.  I told Julie I would need Molasses ~chuckles~.  I use to cook, but I have never really baked anything other than cookies ~grins~.  I love COOKIES!!!  I have to stop eating them.

 

I have been doing really well at not eating a ton of junk.  I do what I want on the weekends, so I feed my demons on the weekend.  I can’t have any crap around me because I will eat it if I get to drinking.  I have brought my drinking down to weekends and special occasions.  I have still been sick everyday though ~sighs~.  It may be my kidneys.  I know this sounds selfish, but if I ever have to piss or shit in a bag I will end my life ~smiles~.  I am sure it would even cause some people who love me to hate me.  The bottom line is it is my life ~grins~ and I hold the keys of life and death too ~smiles~.

 

I already want to die because I am in so much pain.  Actually, the pain I got use to some what.  It is the sickness that makes me want to die.  I think it is selfish that people want to keep me alive.  When I had to start taking man-made pills for my heart and blood pressure (something I said I would never do) that was defying my rules about God, and if I defy myself it will hurt me on three levels; Physically, Mentally and Spiritually.

 

I keep on keepin’ on because I love my family, but I am going to have to draw the line somewhere ~chuckles~.  It’s not like I would want to purposely hurt someone.  We put horses, cows, and just about any other animal out of it’s misery, but for some odd reason we like to keep people around to suffer ~shakes his head~.  This whole society has never made any sense to me.  It’s like one big fat hypocrisy ~grins~.

 

Well I doubt anything exciting is going to happen (looks around for Karma and Murphy), but if it does?  You can damn well bet you will hear about it…

 

I got most my housework done Sunday night so I could head to Art’s early today.  I am going to go to his house again tomorrow.  Grandma Carson is going to take Mariah.  I should be working in the secret garden, but things seem to be going well on their own lately ~smiles~.  We are doing some work around the house fixing it up.

 

We watched “Phonebooth.”  That was actually a pretty good low budget movie ~chuckles~.  We also did a re-watch on “Taking Lives.”  They were both entertaining but nothing really stuck out, other than Angelina ~smiles~.

 

We got back on Netflix ~cheers~.  Now I will have something to do, YIPEE!  I love watching movies, as you probably all know.  I should have my own comedy show called “Adam’s Cut” I could even start a whole line of MAN shows where you never see any gushy shit ~grins~.  It’s just all guts and glory baby!

 

Everyone is still talking about how cool I am ~snickers~ for the other night.  I am too old and to grumpy to put up with twenty two year old kids telling me to put down my beer.  I don’t care if they are the law ~chuckles~.  They finally left with their tail tucked between their legs because they inadvertently pulled over some black people that just happened to be pulling out of a parking lot where some domestic violence was going on ~grins~.  And then they almost hit a two year old girl because they were all “True Grit” on our ass ~snickers~.  They knew when they charged the door and I told them they didn’t have a warrant and could not enter their tune changed quickly, especially after razzing them for pulling over people just because they were black ~grins mischievously~.

 

They train cops to be too aggressive now days.  A good cop ought to be able to throw down like a warrior.  But they are a brotherhood and protect each other.  Too damn bad their not ever there to protect those who need it ~sighs~.  But commit a crime and they are all over your ass.

 

I guess JD is already out.  Attempted murder isn’t all that anymore.  They have more important crimes to solve like; who is smoking Marijuana ~snickers~ dumbasses.  And people wonder why crime is so bad.  You just let out a guy who blacks out when he is drunk and gets violent.  Smart move.  Then he gets a gun and shoots someone in the face and the news acts like it is an atrocity and berates how such an act could happen?!?!

 

They free rapist and child molesters every day in groves.  Highly repeatable offenders too.  They don’t worry about their kids because they live behind big walls with gated entrances.  And with “Privatization” in the prison system I don’t see it getting any better.  Our system and our government is a fucking joke.  Who will step up and lead the revolution???  I will give my life for a better tomorrow!  Let us redistribute the wealth among the world!!!  Oh cowards of demonic self…

Well after last nights little fiasco, today was a nice mellow change.  I smoked when I woke up this morning and have been mellow ever since.  Ether that or it's apathy, whatever, it keeps the stress down ~chuckles~.

 

After Julie and the kids got out of church we BBQ'd some burgers as a summer warm up.  They were yummy ~grins~.  Now I am cleaning house and making Mrs. Fields Chocolate Chip Cookies ~smiles~, and of course I am using my "Kitchen Aid Stand Mixer."  Man I love saying that; "Kitchen Aid Stand Mixer."  The one we use to have at Pizza Pipeline was like a fifty gallon stand mixer ~grins~, of course they make their own dough.

 

I am going to start making bread with my stand mixer.  I have bread pans.  I asked Julie to get me some Wheat Flour and yeast.  This should be fun ~smiles~.  I got time on my hand and I love baking, so if I can make whole wheat bread.  I can make it without the perservatives and crap.

 

I might get a little fryer and make some homemade donuts.  I think I am starting to come to terms with the fact that I am Mr. Mom, and dammit I should do a bang up job and give my family the same kind of cleanliness and love that was shown by my mother.  The poor thing has to put up with two boys that were two years apart in age ~chuckles~.  I know some of you rolling your eyes ~grins~.  I don't know how she did it.  We use to run that poor woman through the ringer, sorry mom ~smiles~.  Oh well all part of the long crazy trip known as "Life" ~chuckles~.

 

I will keep everyone posted on the extra maritial affair I am having with my "Kitchen Aid Stand Mixer!" ~cackles~.  I give it another month before Julie tells me, "Look it's me or that gosh darn stand mixer!"  To which I will say something like; "Shhhh, She'll hear you!" ~cackles~.

 

Gotta check my cookies, be right back.  MMMM mmmmmm!  If you guys could only taste them ~drools~

 

David I got your $125 any time you want it ~smiles~  Mom the checks in the mail ~smiles~.

 

O.K. the kids are drawing and watching cartoons.  I am going to commandere the table from them to fold laundry on.

 

I am trying to get most the housework done tonight so that I can go to Art's whenever I get up.  Actually I think he is coming over to take a shower.  His shower is almost done, but we have run into a couple small problems.  It shouldn't take long to fix them, then all we have left is to hook up the plumbing and Art will be able to shower everyday.  Gene built a nice bench for him to sit on while showering.

 

I can't wait for my Mp3 player to get here ~fidgets~.  It will probably come tomorrow while I am at Art's ~shakes his head~.  It said the due date was the 22nd and it is only the 19th.

 

I can't wait for our furniture either.  The little things fold up on the dining room table, so my dad should be able to scooch on up in there.  And we got a new Sofa and Love Seat combo.  It has that "Micro-Fiber"  I guess the thread count is so dense that it keeps stuff from every soaking into it.  I mean if you left chocolate ice cream on it all day you might have problems, but I have steam cleaner with an upholstery attachment, and I ain't afraid to use it neither!

 

Well I guess that is about it for today, love you all, chin up!...

I bought a couple of "Arrogant Bastard Ales" today.  I also bought my friend Carlos some nasty ass "Steele Reserve" ~chuckles~.  Well that wasn't enough to get us drunk, so I broke out my "Evan Williams Whiskey" and shared it with JD and Carlos.  Well apparently a few shots of whiskey was too much for a 20 year old boy to handle.

 

JD calls Carlos out, and they are out there screaming and yelling.  Apparently, JD pulled a knife out on his best friend Carlos and tried to cut his throat ~cringes~.  Carlos comes back in and is pissed off because he could of nailed his best friend, which he didn't want to do.

 

I am at my neighbors house talking to Kirk (JD's Roomate) and the cops knock on the door.  I tell everyone to shut up and I'll answer it, poor Lisa is thinking it is the cops.  I open the door and the cop tells me to put my beer down.  I say, "Fuck You" and take a drink in defiance.  As my beer comes down from my mouth the fucking cop breaks it and almost hits Adrea's tiny daughter Hailey.

 

The cops (of which there were seven) decide to take a different route when I back up telling them they can't enter without a warrant. ~snickers~.  I may be a dumbass, but I know my rights, which seem to be dwindling with age ~chuckles~.

 

Since the cops took a alternative route, I decided to be cordial and talk too them.  They didn't even want my I.D.  As long and I can remember, the cops always brought groves of help with them.  It doesn't help that I have been on the FBI's list for "Gun Running", "Drug Manafacturing", "Homocide", "etc."  I will go into the reasons why in a bit.

 

I was security on a "Methamphetamin Lab" for four years outside of San Diego in a place called Santee.  The only people who lived there were cops, pastors and more cops.  We had the saltiest Vietnam Vets who didn't think twice about throwing down on a punk ass kid.  I was distributing "Methamphetamines" at the request of the SDPD (San Diego Police Department).  We use to shoot drugs with detectives of the Narcotic Divistion.

 

It was a nice gig!  At the time the U.S. Government was so worried about "pot" that it was easy for us to smuggle Ether, R-11/22 across the Mexican Border.  They were so busy looking for Marijuana and Illegal Immigrants that it was no problem to get a few months supply into San Diego, Pheonix, El Paso (among other border towns.)  Hell, the "hydrochloric acids" could be bought at any home improvement store.

 

The cops of upper echelon of the government wanted us to get people hooked on speed. It was their way of getting rid of the "Free-Thinkers" as Regan so elegantly put it ~chuckles~.  You give the "Free-Thinkers" drugs and then bust them for a felony and take away their voting rights ~smiles~.  I think you get the message here.

 

It was always terrible when my mom and dad looked down at me for the things I did in my past.  I never had the heart to tell them that the police force they trusted were also on the same drugs that they were busting others for.  My mom and dad were scared to death for me, and with good reason.  I was MAFIA and at any minute my life could be terminated.

 

It was at this time I moved to Spokane, Washington.  I first got a job at the Chef Restuarant doing dishes.  I worked my way up to "Head Cook" and was a damn fine one if I say so myself.  I left the resturaunt business thinking I could get farther at a McDonalds or Burger King.  This is a dead end road!

 

I decided to go to College.  This is where I met Tim Beal.  He was fronting me pounds of this cheap ass Mexican Shwag.  I started talking to him about Meth.  His father and family owned a prosthetic manafacturing office.  He however had other Ideas.

 

I had gotten married in this time and had a son of 1.5 years of age.  I was living in a shithole trailer with no decent end in sight.  Thank god for "in-laws", at least we had a place to live.  Anyways, next thing I know I am dealing pounds of "Meth" and driving in Lexus with a .45 Springfield as my friend and protector.  Tim was a dumbass who flaked out and ended up in jail over $90.00 ~grins~.

 

I however got smart and went to treatment and spent five and a half years getting the DEA, CIA and FBI off my fucking back.  But they still know who I am ~snickers~  and they show it everytime they show up with fifteen cop cars to take down a 41 year old man ~grins~.

 

Well I am not in jail and no worse for wear.

 

And for thos who love me Julie thinks I should tell you I have been bleeding worse and vomiting daily.  I have tried not drinking, not eating, but it doesn't seem to matter.  I was holding Mariah and threw up all over myself and her ~sighs~.  I turned to Julie almost in tears and told her, "I don't think I have much longer to go."  That is just what she needs now that everything is going so-so.

 

We did go to the furniture superstore and got a nice Sofa & Loveseat....we got a table much like my mom and dad's only it has two butterfly leaves and a double claw foundation.  It also has the cool gears like yours does mom ~smiles~.  We found everything at one store thank god, because I hate crowds, and I hate shopping ~chuckles~.

 

We actually got 4 nice things this year and paid back some money to loved ones' who have been helping us out.  It sure would be nice if SSD would hurry up.  I can't believe they are spending this much time reviewing the two-page letter I sent them? ~chuckles~

 

So another exciting day in the life of a Summerhill...

I spent most of the day screwing around with my Mp3's.  I am getting them ready and formatting them so they aren't so messy when I get my Mp3 Player.  Man a lot of typing!

 

Nothing much up today, perhaps more tomorrow.  We are going to look for furniture and stuff tomorrow.

 

Today will be a lazy ass day.  And unproductive to boot!...

Julie and stopped off at the post office to send my mom and dad some of their mail.  Then we went to "Clinkerdagger's" for lunch.  It is the most expensive dining in Spokane.  I told my wife forget it I want an Mp3 Player ~chuckles~.  I'll eat at Jack in the Box ~grins~.

 

We had the Crab and Artichoke dip for an appetizer.  Julie had some fettucine stuff and I had a Buffulo Chicken Salad.  Then we had dessert ~smiles~.  I was full and my wallet was empty, but it only comes once a year I guess.

 

After lunch Julie drove me to Puffin Glass to get some glass cleaner for my pipe.  My pipe is very easy to clean.  I love my pipe and haven't seen another like it.  I should have someone make me another one before it breaks and disappears ~chuckles~  Then I'll have to draw pictures.  It was an $80 Glass Pipe and I have had it for a couple years now ~smiles~.

 

We picked up the kids and came home.  Julie watched the Gonzaga Bulldogs who are ranked #3 in the nation.  I played with my LimeWire and learned some new tricks to play with ~grins~.

 

I shopped around online for a good Mp3 player with great reviews.  I found the Zen Nano Creative which had awesome reviews and I got it for $69 instead of $100 as a web promotion.  Julie's mom and dad got me a $15 Circuit City Gift Card that I used towards the purchase.  I also got a radio transmitter so I can play my tunes over radio signals within 30 feet.  Muahahahaha feel my wrath all you Fred Astaire Mo' Fo's.  I'm gonna commandere your airwaves baby! ~chuckles~.

 

I also got a bus pass for April.  Between the Mp3 Player and the bus pass.  I should be well entertained while I am walking.  That was part of my reasoning behind the Mp3 Player.  It is to help keep me entertained while I walk for 30 minutes a day.  A couple years ago it wasn't nothing for David and I to take the dogs on a two or three hour hike.  Today I am having trouble just getting out of bed ~sighs~.

 

I have had a feeling of impending doom lately.  It is probably paranoia but I am starting to get scared that my fat may shave a few extra years from my life.  It sucks when you don't want to die, but hate living in pain.  What's a son of a bitch suppose to do? ~grins~.

 

Anyways I had a fairly good birthday and got some things I wanted.  I milked it for all it was worth today ~chuckles~...

I woke up at 8:30AM this morning and threw on "The White Stripes", smoked a phat bowl of the ganja and ate a bowl of Captain Crunch.  I took a shower.  I love cascading water running off my body and the heat of the shower warming the chill in my bones when I am "Stoned." ~chuckles~.

 

Julie was thinking perhaps we could go to "Klinkerdagger's" (Spokane's Finest), and I said HELL NO!  I'll trade my meal in on an Mp3 Player with a built in tuner, so I can listen to music on any AM/FM radio from my Mp3 Player.  I think my wife loves to eat out at a nice place too, because I don't think she is buying the Mp3 manipulation ~chuckles~.

 

My wife got the day off so we could do whatever I want.  Well she is gone now, she took Mariah to get her hair cut then drop her off at her mom's house ~smiles~.

 

We finally got a Vonage Subscription and I get to keep my same number that was on my cell phone ~smiles~.  They won't tell you anything about it but federal laws were passed last year that give us the right to keep our same phone number that we had before.  This was caused by the sales of cell phones.  It was getting too crazy!  Our Vonage bill will only be $27/month for unlimitied local and long distance.  I'd like to see Ma Bell beat that ~snickers~.  Our cell phone bill for two phones was $86/month, now that will drop down to $27, and I think we are going to get a prepaid phone.

 

Most prepaid phones force you to place money on your account once every 3 months.  That way if you run out of minutes?  Oh well, that's it.  No surprises, no hidden fees, and I still get to use it whenever I am on the road.  It is long distance capable and doesn't cost much at all ~smiles~.  At any rate, Cricket Wireless has gone the way of the dinosaurs ~grins~.

 

Billy Poole, thanks for remembering my birthday.  I only wish my memory worked as well.  At least, I know you are a Scorpio ~smiles~.  My duaghter is a Scorpio and her birthday is Nov. 11th.

 

I think I am going to take over the universe in Battlefront 2.  I'll write later maybe and tell everyone where I went for lunch, how much I spent and how many birthday blow jobs I get ~chuckles~...

Art came and picked me up today because no one knew how Dave was going to react today, but apparently he feels like a dumbass because this was all made up in his head ~grins~  Fucking "Tweakers"  ~chuckles~.

 

We watched some movies and did the usual.  Dave came home and nothing happened so I came home with Gene.  Other than that it has been a non tramatic day ~sigh of relief~.

 

Anyways so glad nothing happened there, no blood shed today ~smiles~...

I dropped Julie off at the van pool and then dropped Malachi off at school and Mariah with her Grandma Carson.  Her cousins Isabelle and Cloey were there to play with her ~smiles~.

 

I then headed to Art's house to pick him and head to Wurly.  They sell a special brand of cigarette there that is organic and perservative free.  It is technically illegal to buy any tobacco products from Idaho if you live in Washington.  They do not sell his brand in the city.  I know it is just big money lobbying that causes these problems.  When you try and outlaw certain things you create problems.

 

We drove to Wurly and back to Art's anticouagulation appointment at Rockwood Clinic.  That took a whole 15 minutes.  It took longer for us to get him and his wheelchair in than it did at the office ~chuckles~.  Oh well.

 

We got some Grolsh Blonde Ale.  It is what Buttweiper and Driller want to be ~smirks~  It is very smooth with a hint of sweetness but not enough to make you say it's a fruity beer.  It is a Lager.  Budweiser claims to be a lager but tastes water compared to the Grolsh.

 

We were watching a movie and David came in yelling about someone told his boss he was "tweaking" and so he got fired.  The first thing he said when he came in is, "Adam I need to know right now if your going to get involved in this or not?"  I replied, "I ain't gonna let you beat on a guy in a wheelchair but you can hollar at him all you want."  So he did.  I tried to rationalize with Dave and told him that he is a scary guy who will throwdown without a second thought, so if you start something with this guy you better be able to finish it.  So I told him that no one with common sense would purposefully fuck with him ~smiles~.  And that is the truth.  I wouldn't let him kick Art's ass because that wouldn't be fair.  Art lives in a wheelchair and is not fully capable of battle.  He has super strong arms from wheeling himself around, but his legs ain't worth a shit.  Finally I told David to go ask his boss why he fired him, then we could go from there.  Yelling at innocent people isn't going to help anything ~chuckles~.

 

My next door neighbors birthday today, so I am going to buy him a case of his nasty ass "Steel Reserve 211"...

I was bringing over my neighbors to show them my new 5QT.  Kitchen Aid Stand Mixer ~awaits the appluase~.  I am going to make some cookies today with it ~smiles~.  I don't know what kind or how many, but I am really itching to use that "folding paddle" and not have a sore rotater cup anymore ~chuckles~.

 

I made Mariah a cheese casadilla in the new microwave last night.  30 seconds and it was done ~smiles~.  I put a picture of it up on my family site.  We had this one you could cook a 20 pound turkey in, but it was only 650 watts.  This new one is 1100 watts and has some really nice user friendly features that even a retard like myself can use without calling someone and asking them "for how long" ~grins~.

 

We gave our big ole lazy boy to the next door neighbors.  It was still really nice but takes up too much room in our little apartment.

 

I was having a problem logging onto http://action.downsizedc.org because of my McAfee Firewall software.  Go to "Start"/accessories/command  when that opens type ping action.downsizedc.org and it will give you their IP number and ping status.  Open up your McAfee Firewall Application and go to "Banned and Trusted Sites"  Open the trusted site and put the IP number in there then hit OK or whatever, now you should be able to send your downsizedc letters to their perspective delegates.

 

Art came over this morning, so I was stoned by 8AM.  It was nice though because I could eat my breakfast and take my vitamins, if I don't smoke?  I don't eat, and I need to eat.

 

The doctor should be happy.  I could afford vitamins ~cheers~.  I buy "Alive" by Natures Way.  It is a whole food plant that disolves in about 5 minutes.  I only take whole food plant vitamins.  The closer to nature the better I always say ~smiles~.  I am suppose to be on vitamins all the time because my potassium keeps running low.  The "Alive" is only $25 for a two month supply.  The man-made crap can go up to $100 for a 30 day supply ~chuckles~.  People should do a good bit of consumer research when buying suppliments because there are as many shady places out there as good.

 

The other day I went in to get my Psyllium Seed Husk Powder and the lady there was like, "You shouldn't take that it scrapes your insides."  I ask her why they sell it hear then?  She was trying to sell me on some enzymes.  My "Alive" already has a bunch of enzymes and since I started taking PSHP I rarely have IBS, so the fact that it works tells me she is full of shit.  I also got to thinking that it might have something to do with my internal bleeding.  Not that it is the cause but it may irritate it ~shrugs~  My doctor is all for it, so I will continue to use it

 

Well Mariah want some lunch...