Well I got my “Bowflex” and it turned out to be nothing but a fucking nightmare so far!!!

 

The first day it took me over 10hrs to put it together just to find out it doesn’t work because the insides are all screwed up and tangled, so they want me (after paying 3000 dollars) to take the thing apart and do it myself, so I do the first side after arguing with the customer service (which once again isn’t worth shit).

 

I had to go to home depot and buy a $15 screwdriver after they promised me I would need no additional tool, so I have the first side working thanks to myself because their customer service is full of dumbasses who act like they give a shit but can’t really do anything, and they tell me to be quiet cause I am angry and using foul language!  I tell you customer service sure ain’t what it use to be when people actually gave a shit about their products and the happiness of their customers!

 

I go to work on the second side and two fucking screws are stripped, so I call the customer service AGAIN!!!  They tell me there is nothing they can do, and they don’t have anyone they can send out to fix it, so they want me to spend 10hrs taking it apart to send in the guts?!?!?!  What if I was fucking 60 and totally incapable of putting it together?!?!  Here in lies the problem!  They have no field repairmen they can call to fix their substandard shit!

 

I have a friend coming over and we are going to drill out the holes and EZ-out it, and then I can go spend more money to buy some new screws ~groans~.  This is biggest fucking joke I have ever seen.

 

It is going to suck for Bowflex too, because the guy who sold it to me lied out his ass and I have the whole thing on tape.  Granted it can’t be used as evidence because I never told him I was taping him, however it can still be used in court as an exhibit.  The evidence on the recorder has to be stricken from the minds of those who already heard it ~snickers~.

 

Bottom line is don’t spend your money on a Bowflex because if you need help you won’t receive any!!!  As soon as I am done here I will be posting the better business beauru (which is a scam too) ~laughs~.  Everything is a fucking scam, and this world is a fucking joke!!!!… 

Well after 7 years my Logictech trackball died.  I am using a friends optical mouse but the cord is too short, so I have to reach with my right arm across to the left of the table ~sighs~.  The act has been messing with my bone spurs, so I haven't been on, but I should be getting my new USB 2.0 hub and new trackball today.

 

My "Bowflex" is coming today as well, so I will be puting that together for the next day or two, but in a couple days I'll check everyone's sight and let them know how my stuff works ~smiles~.

 

Love,

Adam 

Julie has really been overwhelmed with the new job, coming home making dinner, and doing miscellaneous chores/errands.  Well, I have decided to take that stress off her, so I started doing a couple things different in my life!

 

I started making dinner so that it would be ready when she got home.  I made Meatballs in a Mushroom Sausage Marinara base with Green Beans and Sourdough Rolls.  Tonight I made a Sautéed Chicken Breast in a butter lemon sauce, then used the dripping to create a Lemon, Onion, Shitake Mushroom, & Parsley paste/sauce…with Sweet White Corn.  I was going to make Diced Potatoes Au Gratin, but the potatoes were all nasty ~sighs~.

 

I also went and got Mariah’s Birth Certificate, got her paperwork to enroll her in school, and called the doctor’s office to get her shots and shot records completed ~smiles~.

 

She said she didn’t know how she was going to do it all and that everything I am doing almost makes her cry, in a good way ~smiles~.  I am glad I can help.  It is exactly what I needed to start feeling better about myself ~smiles~.  And I do!

 

Next week I start working out, until then just checking in ~smiles~… 

Malachi got back from his trip to Yellowstone with Grandma and grandpa Summerhill.  He had a great time, and so did my mom.  They love doing stuff for the kids.  They know we don’t have the money to do a lot of stuff like that ~smiles~.  They are just very nice people nowadays! ~smiles~.

 

As most of you know I have been fighting two terminal illnesses, and most you know that I have changed my life in many ways spiritually and holistically.  I shy away from doctors and prefer the old ways ~smiles~.

 

I am moving on to the next step.  I am investing money into a new “Bowflex-revolution”.  I am tired of getting weaker and weaker.  I also figure at a couple hundred dollars a year plus monthly fees I’ll have the damn thing paid off in a couple years ~smiles~.  I don’t like gyms because I always feel self conscious and start judging myself to others and it causes me to get discouraged, plus driving to the gym during the 9 months of winter darkness sucks.  Now I don’t have to drive anywhere ~chuckles~.

 

My mom thinks I am silly because we have enough bills already without incurring another one that will probably just fizzle out.  Well mom I am here to tell you I am in enough pain to change ~smiles~.  Once I make a decision I stand by it and follow through, unlike my teens and 20’s ~snickers~.  I couldn’t finish making a damn sandwich back then ~snickers~.

 

I am sure I have chemical imbalances that were never properly diagnosed as a child, something they would call ADD nowadays ~smiles~.

 

When I finally decided to quit meth I just quit it along with a 15-year cigarette habit.  I have incredible willpower when I finally decide to move/change ~chuckles~.  Until then I can be pretty damn stubborn ~chuckles~.

 

Anyways I got all the bells and whistles with this thing, including special work out software (not the standard video) that sets up a work out routine for you based upon the results you want.  I personally need this because the machine can do 90 gym quality exercises, and I would get confused and I would quit.  Believe me when I say I have been pondering this idea for about 3 months now, while studying the different machines and their technologies.

 

I will not back down from this ever ~smiles~.  This is a life change that I have committed to finish like my marriage, my schooling, and the other things I have finished in my life this last decade!

 

I don’t want to be dying, old and fat.  I know there is much I can do to better myself physically.  Once I do that I feel I will have “Body, Mind, & Spirit” all wrapped up now ~cheers~.  I mean if I live another 20 years it would only take about 2 years to get super buffed and fit.  Not too mention losing all this extra weight.  My brother in law just lost like 80 lbs and he is off all his medications and shit.  That is what I want! ~smiles~.

 

I want to go hang gliding, parachuting, snowboard, backpacking, and there is only one way I can push back nature to any extent and that is work out.  I use to always like Jack La Lane.  That guy was like 80 and pulling tugboats across the Alcatraz currents ~cackles~.  I can do that too!

 

I had to write something I didn’t want you guys worrying about me again ~smiles~… 

Several years ago a small group of conspiracy theorists were putting together the end of times (I was one of these few).  I remember speaking to Rainelle a Christian woman who was an associate by marriage.  She said Bush was the savior of all Christians and would march America into the righteous bliss that is Christendom.

 

I tried to tell her that America would be the home for the Anti-Christ, and George Bush jr. could very well be the last Anti-Christ.  Even though most Christians have come to their senses, half of them still believe Bush is doing the Christian thing!

 

HELLO!!??!!??  Jesus said, “Be kind to your enemies, and do good to those who hate you.”  Those words came straight out of Jesus’s lips and straight from God, yet these dumbasses are incapable of noticing the fruit upon the tree is rotted, and the tree itself is rotted!

 

Hell I love Jesus, but can’t really stomach most his followers.  The shit that gets carried out in his name ~sighs~.  These same people accuse me of ignorance even though they have a book that tells them what to watch for ~grins manically~

 

The whole reason for this is something Bush snuck through the White House and no Democrat, Republican or News Agency caught it.  It was pure accident that it was found.

 

As a person who sees the world differently, a new sign as to the Bush being the final Antichrist was written in High Times Magazine.  Well if you want the truth you have to go outside of our mainstream media to get it.

 

Anyway without further ado:

 

BE VERY, VERY AFRAID!!!

 

May 4, 2007;

 

President George W. Bush signed an executive order that could ensure that he won’t have to relinquish office in 2009.  Or he could just deliver a dictatorship into the hands of a future chief executive.

 

            The official name of this charming order is the National Security and Homeland Security Presidential Directive (specifically, NSPD-51/HSPD-20), NSPD-51 didn’t receive any coverage in the mainstream media-in fact, it was only discovered when the unclassified portion was posted on the white house web site on May 9, with no further announcement or press briefing.

 

            According to NSPD-51, in the event of a (loosely defined) “catastrophic emergency,” the president can literally take over all government functions and direct all private-sector activities to ensure that the US emerges with an “enduring constitutional government.”  How the government is supposed to remain constitutional in the face of the de facto dictatorship and abridgement of the separation of powers that NSPD-51 would deliver isn’t addressed in the language of the directive.  “Catastrophic emergency” is defined as “any incident, regardless of location, that results in extraordinary levels of mass casualties, damage, or disruption severely affecting the US population, infrastructure, environment, economy, or government functions.”

 

            Even more frightening, there is no requirement that the president submit to Congress a declaration that such a state of catastrophic emergency even exists: NSPD-51 can be implemented without Congressional approval.  Of course, since the president would also direct Congress, why should they be bothered to approve his right to rule?

 

            NSPD-51 apparently supersedes the National Emergencies Act, a US federal law passed in 1976, which actually charges Congress with oversight of presidential emergency powers.

 

            Conspiracy theorists who have speculated that the Bush administration won’t be giving up the reins of power so easily come Jan. 20, 2009, argue that NSPD-51 could set the stage for the cancellation of the ’08 presidential election, or serve to justify a suspension of the transfer of office from Bush to the new president-elect.  For all those people counting down the days and hours to Bush’s exit, that would be a major disappointment, to say the least.  Until then, we’ll all just have to hold our collective breath in the hope that no such “catastrophic emergency” comes to pass.

 

Written by Mark Miller of High Times

 

 

Just one more sign the end is coming in 2012, or the beginning of the end…also check out the movie 11^th hour by Leonardo De Caprio… 

Hi everybody,

 

I guess I haven’t written in a while.  I get preoccupied with stuff and forget about other things ~chuckles~.  I have been playing a lot of Everquest and cleaning house ~smiles~.

 

My life is quite boring right now, that is a good thing, but after a while it makes me crazy.  I am trying to think of a hobby I could do that won’t cost too much, but will keep my mind occupied and out of trouble.

 

My friend Jerry who I have known for years built a new house and has a wood shop on it, so I might be spending some time making grow boxes and other things.  I hope it doesn’t turn into an ashtray like everything did in Jr. High ~chuckles~.

 

I guess my friend Star got her ass kicked by the guy who got her child taken away.  I swear I do not understand some women/people.  They just seem to have no one home, even though the lights are burning bright ~chuckles~.  I asked her if this guy was hung like a horse and she said yes, now I understand.  She said he is the best she has ever had in the sack.  I can understand not wanting to lose the best piece of ass in the world, but when he blacks out and beats the shit out of you that is not right.  She won’t bring him around me because she knows there will be no talking ~grins~.  And the poor guy is probably 125lbs-soaking wet!

 

Well nothing is going on, but I wanted you all to know I am alive ~smiles~…